Which of these two is having "Second Thoughts?"

Things I didn’t dream I’d do when Covid started.

- Cancel four holidays – but Scotland, France/Germany, Italy and Whitby were flushed down the lockdown pan

- Have our 50th wedding anniversary on our own – but we had a great Thai takeaway

- Publish a science fiction book – but I’ve published Three books of short stories

- Have sex with an alien – but there it is, in the short story “Second Thoughts?”